I am with a heavy heart writing this, devastated at the news, and yet I picture clearly Ivana's smile which only brings light and joy. She was radiant, brightening any room she was in. She was brave, beautiful, both gentle and strong combined. I recall her in yellow, dancing and laughing with friends. I remember the comforting smell of aromatherapy oils when we hugged. These delicate memories I carry forward...hoping that within them she lives on. After receiving Alex's e-mail this morning I listened to music to ease my upset. By coincidence I heard these lyrics in the first song: I should go now quietly For my bones have found a place to lie down and sleep Where all my layers can become reeds And all my limbs can become trees May you lie down with grace and love Ivana